He
tonight he was inhaling me(maybe he smells the same thing I do)
and I want to tell him
everything.
I want to know him
look at himI want to be a placetouch his skin
he'll come towhen he needs me
I feel whole
I'm doing my part for society
maybeon a good pathpushing brilliance
and I want him
sex in my thoughtsconstantly
and a tension further down
and I'm constantly
barely
resisting
the urge
to throw him down
and make him come
and I want to hear him
and I want to tell himmaybe while he's drinking coffee
watching movieswhile he's eatingwalking with me in the rain
or playing guitarwhile he is staringor touching me
or distant
or very, very close
I want to learn how
his bones connectI want to bite him
to feel the reality
to take it all in.
